Monday, June 8, 2009

The Runaway Jury

It seems that we all come to a point of realization of just how different and unique we each are. During my time as a juror today, I have gotten to know a woman named Taylor. She has grown up in a very different situation than mine; not better or worse... just different. While I have enjoyed getting to know her, I have realized that while everyone is different in theory, everyone is basically the same. It is easy to relate to practically everyone, and I have quickly learned my love for people and their stories. This is re-instilling my passion for missions, and an effort to make a difference in peoples' lives through the love of Jesus Christ. It amazes me how much of an impact a persons' past affects who they become. Not only their past, but also their home. This is why internationals intrigue me so much.. the different mindset.  This American culture is spoiled, impatient, selfish, and ignorant. It seems the only way that someone could slap themselves out of this pattern is to see the lifestyle of a different group of people. It is always important to step out of your comfort zone and find ways to challenge how you think. Though this is a smaller experience, it has definitely done that for me. Living in Spain ( random example :) ) would be amazing for us in that we could get to know some amazing people and their histories that make up who they are. I'm not sure what GOD has in store for my future husband and me, but I cannot wait to find out!  

Leave and Cleave


As I have been sitting in this jury assembly suite, I have been thinking about the type of person I have become. Being surrounded by new people,  I am very surprised by my ability to be personable and social with each person and treat them the way that I would like to be treated. I also have gotten to experience a real life moment. This day .... these past two hours... have allowed me to think in an adult mindset. These past couple hours have also served as preparation for what is yet to come... adulthood. While this is overwhelming and scary, it is also exciting to enter into a world of independence (leaving and cleaving) to a world with another person. I discussed this topic with my dad on our date night Saturday night. I expressed just how difficult that will be for me, simply because I have been dependent on my parents for twenty-two years now. It is strange and liberating to think that I am not going to be obligated to call my parents for each and every decision I make. Instead, I will have my own new family that will come before all others (besides GOD). I am very grateful for my family, and I cannot wait to extend that family even further. What a blessing! 

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Across the Universe

"Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box  they tumble blindly as they make their way across the    universe"
-The Beatles

I went to a Beatles Tribute Night downtown last night on a date with my dad. This song really stuck out to me... both for the music and the lyrics. I think this quote  perfectly illustrates my situation right now. My mind is a constant whirlwind of thoughts and concerns. How is it that I am a wife-to-be? How did I get here? It seems just yesterday I was writing a prince charming list and placing my first name with possible last names. And now here I am... I have found the last name of my dreams! Now etching the name "Kelly Puckett" on my notes and doodles throughout the day, I am overwhelmed by all of the changes that are yet to come. It's the best type of overwhelmed there is, however. It is the type of overwhelmed that creates the best possible circumstances; it is the type that means I will soon be married to a great man, and strive to be a great woman for him. It is the type of overwhelmed that keeps me up at night as I imagine the wedding, our home, our kids, our jobs, our lives. I can't imagine marrying anyone else, and that fact makes my thoughts that make their way across the universe that much more valuable.